I doubt

prom could've have been much worse.
At least I looked halfway decent...



After finding out my boyfriend wanted to fuck another girl, he proceeded to tell me that he had popped some beans right before we got on the boat. Rad, right?

Totally.

Ugh.

He's constantly fucking with my head and I can't take much more. I really do apologize for ruining your prom. I think the best part of my night was watching Mr. Jones get the piss scared out of him by the boat's horn. Made my night, for sure. I didn't even get to make up for my shitty night at an after party. Nope, I stood in a Sweetbay parking lot, then went to Dan's to sleep. 100% sober. Now that's some good, clean teenage fun for you, Mr. Eller.

Speaking of Mr. Eller, I miss him a lot. I heard he was kinda stupid and told his girlfriend that he was out to dinner with family, when he was really with me, watching the last Panthers game. :( I don't understand why he had to lie to her in the first place. If I were Kaita, I would've been a little upset, however it's not like we were up to no good. He was my best friend, I was with him all the time, I just missed him. I missed this:




I cried when he called me for the first time in ages, and now it's back to him being gone. He meant so much to me. He still does. It's hard just seeing him in the hallways. I really hope we resolved some things at prom? I don't know. I've been reminiscing too much lately. :/

Things will never go back to the way they were. The one thing that stays constant is change. Oh, the irony.
Anywho, Buttfish, you will never be forgotten...